A few months ago, our BMB experienced a late loss. Because I have a position of prominence around here, I volunteered to spearhead an effort to raise funds in order to get this grieving mom a thoughtful keepsake gift and make a donation to a relevant charity in the precious little one's name. Except, psyche! I'm a terrible human being! Here's what I did instead: First of all I never sent the keepsake gift to the mom. I mean, maybe I ordered it and kept it for myself, maybe I just faked that I ordered it, whatevs. Also, the money that was to be used for the donation was over $500. But these other thoughtful compassionate mothers had just GIVEN it to me, trusting I would do what I said. Hello, I need things for my baby, especially since some people had the balls to purchase gifts for me not on my registry! Cunts. So instead, I waited until I had been called out repeatedly for dragging my feet, and then made a donation of $25. Yup, less than 5% of the money collected! Then, to add to the whole fuckedupness of the situation, I did a shitty Photoshop job on my bank statement and receipt from the charity, thinking that was going to fly. After that, I pretty much fell off the planet. I don't feel the need to explain my actions to anyone, I have no intention of following through on what I promised to do, and I'm basically giving the finger to this mom, her lost child, and the decent human beings who reached out to comfort her during a devastating time. Because money! And gliders! So what do you think guys? Should I permanently fuck off forever from this website, especially since I've demonstrated a complete lack of shame and accountability? Probably, right? But first, I want you to say exactly how you feel about me. I know I'm a disgusting person and all, but I need to know that this sentiment is universal.
Re: A Very Special Thursday Night Confession
DD born 2/3/03
BFP 3/21/13 w/ EDD 12/02/13, C/P 3/29/13.
BFP 9/18/13 w/ EDD 5/26/14,
Beta #1 @ 14-16dpo = 375, progesterone 33.6
Beta #2 @ 20-22 dpo = 8,782!
Beta #3 @ 27-29dpo = 44,230, dx subchorionic hemorrhage/ threatened mc
Beta #4 @ 29-31dpo = 72, 080
Grow, little one, grow!
***** All AL Welcome *****
- After poorly photoshopped e-mails about your donation, even when the organization was called and verified, multiple times, to multiple callers that you NEVER made a $550 donation, you still tried to pretend you did. It's really impressive, your dedication to the craft of being a gigantic cunt. (a word I NEVER use)
- You have the audacity to still lurk on these boards! Last active RIGHT NOW! Super cool. I've also heard you're still in a facebook group! What lucky ladies to be in your cunttastic, felonious company
-You are disgusting. I have nothing else to say.
Go to Hell. (shouldn't be hard)
TTC #1 since February 2011
Me: 29 (3/5/13- high NK cells) DH: 28 (5/8/12- MFI low morph and motility)
Cycle #21 (IUI#1), Cycle #22 (HSG 9/21/12) and Cycle #23 (IUI#2)=
Cycle #24- December Snow Bunny IVF #1
ER 12/6/12 (14R, 11M, 9F), ET 12/9/12 transferred 2 day 3 embies
Bleeding and low betas=very cautious C/P 5W3D
Cycle #26 March Lucky Duck- FET #1
scheduled 3/20/13- CANCELLED- lining issues
Cycle #27 May Emerald- FET #1.2
delayed- Starting Trental for 3 months + natural cycles Cycle #28-30=
Cycle #31 August Shooting Star- FET #1.3
transferred 1 hatching blast 8/21/13= Betas 8/30 (108) and 9/3 (565)
U/S 9/19/13- HR is 128! U/S #2 10/4/13- HR is 174!
It's a BOY!
Oh, and this:
2011: FSH 13.3 & E 99; AMH 0.54 2nd FSH 6.2 E 40's AFC: 8
BFP from Clomid/IUI ~ Pre-e and IUGR during pregnancy ~ DS born 9/4/12
Feb./March 2013: AMH less than 0.16 (undectable) and AFC = 4;
BFP from supps ~ DS#2 due May 2014
May 2014 January Siggy Challenge:
You should be ashamed of yourself. Enjoy your PB nursery furniture.
You are the scum of the earth.
8-|
TTC #1 since February 2011
Me: 29 (3/5/13- high NK cells) DH: 28 (5/8/12- MFI low morph and motility)
Cycle #21 (IUI#1), Cycle #22 (HSG 9/21/12) and Cycle #23 (IUI#2)=
Cycle #24- December Snow Bunny IVF #1
ER 12/6/12 (14R, 11M, 9F), ET 12/9/12 transferred 2 day 3 embies
Bleeding and low betas=very cautious C/P 5W3D
Cycle #26 March Lucky Duck- FET #1
scheduled 3/20/13- CANCELLED- lining issues
Cycle #27 May Emerald- FET #1.2
delayed- Starting Trental for 3 months + natural cycles Cycle #28-30=
Cycle #31 August Shooting Star- FET #1.3
transferred 1 hatching blast 8/21/13= Betas 8/30 (108) and 9/3 (565)
U/S 9/19/13- HR is 128! U/S #2 10/4/13- HR is 174!
It's a BOY!
I don't regret donating for a moment, and maybe that's a shame on me, but I really hope that you, @erbear1010, are a one-of-a-kind gem in this respect. There are bad people out there, and you are one of them. I hope you read every single comment on here and the guilt crushes you.
Just for those of you who aren't aware, a gift is scheduled for delivery to the mother who lost her baby on what would have been his EDD. It's not as much as what we originally had planned, but she will know she has our thoughts, prayers, and support during what is sure to be a difficult time despite this ordeal.
Carry on.
BFP#3 9-4-13 Benjamin Lee born 4-28-14
TTC #1 since February 2011
Me: 29 (3/5/13- high NK cells) DH: 28 (5/8/12- MFI low morph and motility)
Cycle #21 (IUI#1), Cycle #22 (HSG 9/21/12) and Cycle #23 (IUI#2)=
Cycle #24- December Snow Bunny IVF #1
ER 12/6/12 (14R, 11M, 9F), ET 12/9/12 transferred 2 day 3 embies
Bleeding and low betas=very cautious C/P 5W3D
Cycle #26 March Lucky Duck- FET #1
scheduled 3/20/13- CANCELLED- lining issues
Cycle #27 May Emerald- FET #1.2
delayed- Starting Trental for 3 months + natural cycles Cycle #28-30=
Cycle #31 August Shooting Star- FET #1.3
transferred 1 hatching blast 8/21/13= Betas 8/30 (108) and 9/3 (565)
U/S 9/19/13- HR is 128! U/S #2 10/4/13- HR is 174!
It's a BOY!
It’s not that I don’t like you, it’s that I don’t know you. Stranger Danger.
09/23/11 - Married DH
04/01/13 - BFP at 4wks
05/30/13 - MMC - BO @ 12wks 5d
08/29/13 - BFP @ 4wks 4d
09/17/13 - 7wks 2d - Normal HB Detected! Baby measuring perfect for dates and positioning!
10/23/13 - 12wks 3d - Perfect NT scan! HB 167 & baby wriggling, waving & yawning!
12/17/13 - 20wks 2 d - We're having a beautiful baby girl! Go Team Pink!
05/03/14 - Bobbie Gloria was born at 39+6 weighing 6lb 14oz!
I almost feel better.
DD born 2/3/03
BFP 3/21/13 w/ EDD 12/02/13, C/P 3/29/13.
BFP 9/18/13 w/ EDD 5/26/14,
Beta #1 @ 14-16dpo = 375, progesterone 33.6
Beta #2 @ 20-22 dpo = 8,782!
Beta #3 @ 27-29dpo = 44,230, dx subchorionic hemorrhage/ threatened mc
Beta #4 @ 29-31dpo = 72, 080
Grow, little one, grow!
***** All AL Welcome *****
Nora - 10.26.12
Henry - 5.9.14
This is all real.
Yes it is hard to believe, but this piece of garbage did exactly what was mentioned.
Hope you get your comeuppance.